He posted today. And comments being liked on this post are being liked by “Jim Kerr”. And no, not the namesake fan but the “official” FB page of Jim himself. I have seen this happen just one other time recently.
Well, I would hunt a “Jim Kerr” like… but I’ll live if I don’t get it.
He knows how much I crave affirmation as is.
Time to apply even more “self-love” than normal! Lol
Speaking of which (in a very round about way) – my friend Stephen left this comment on said post…
I know you mean well, Stephen. It is funny…but hugely embarrassing also. And it just makes me think that Jim couldn’t be more repelled…honestly.
I used to kid myself that maybe he thought I was silly and quirky and that was “my thing”? That was the thing he liked, or got him to engage. I dunno. I never understood it. I could never work out why. But I bloody loved it all the same. How could I not?! It turns a girl’s head. And…I hadn’t had my head turned in a very long time.
Anyway…I’ll just end up like I was yesterday morning if I dwell on it. And I am airing this stuff in public…and despite how it might look, I really am uncomfortable about that.
And I had left such a short succinct comment about CaVa Studios today, hoping against hope that maybe he’d even reply saying “yes, that’s the place. Nice powers of deduction!” or some such.
Dreaming of the affirmation.
What did I do? Tell me what I’ve done? Am I just too much “me” now?
I wish it didn’t matter.