But, don’t they always say “never meet your heroes”? And, well…there is so much more to it than that for me. And I would never want to have that feeling of being “just another fan”. But how could I be anything else? There are hordes of us! I’m just another face in the crowd.

To make myself want to stand out, for good (I hope) or ill (the more likely case), is egotism at its highest, is it not? Maybe. I don’t know. Perhaps I just want that feeling of love being reciprocated?

And so, perhaps it is best if one dream remains unfulfilled. Better for it to remain in one’s dreams, perhaps?