And still I miss him. I felt his presence greatly fours ago….
Yet today… no.
I know. Silly I should want it. Hey, I’m just another fan, right? No one special. No more deserving of any special treatment as anyone else.
But… oh, today I wished. Just… for something.

???

(Silly girl grieving. Ignore me. “Not a problem” he says. “Always my plan.”)