Because then the only person that gets hurt is me. Even this explanation now – it’s an externalisation of another externalisation that should not have happened.
Trying to be cryptic and such. Trying to be heard by…
It really doesn’t matter. Or more…it SHOULDN’T matter!
I make mistakes. Boy, do I make mistakes. And I sat there last night and I thought about it and I sat and I stewed and I felt so low.
And so I need to stop externalising.
I’m sorry.
It’s all good.
I get it.